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Wednesday
Jun032009

30 days

The view from my apartment window

I would care to venture out and say that I have learned more about myself in the last 30 days, than I have in the last 20 + some odd years.  Between emotional traffic jams with truth and desire, and travelling to a far away land solo... I have to say - my mental game is on an all time top speed, with no intentions of slowing down anytime soon. In reading through some of my past post, I have had a rather mealancholy approach to understanding the ways of the world, mine in particular.

Perhaps the confrontation with some old demons, the enlightenment from a kindred spirit, the belief that everything happens for a reason, the faith that I am not alone, and the view from the piazza a block down from my apartment in Italy have given me a refined perspective...

I think I'm ready to grow up.  Nothing like 30 days in Roma to open your senses to a fresh start.