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self-made: day four

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 at 4:55PM

I stare at this face as often I can. Often wondering, what in the hell is he thinking? Perhaps he thinks the same.

He's my favorite subject.

In my evolution of being "self-made," I was able to discover that the lens in which covered his eyes, and the lens in which covered mine created a crystal-clear connection. As if he was staring into my soul, and I was staring into his.

{kris} |

mi viaje

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 at 10:15PM

I would venture to guess that everyone, at least once in a lifetime at minimum, takes a journey... albeit metaphorical, literal, or a combination of the two. Many times, these said journey's can be likened to life's version of a personal question and answer series.

I have finally taken my moment, to seize my own viaggio - and will be studying abroad, in Italy, for the month of June. While I'm there, I may dare to conquer some demons, ask the hard questions, and of course, drink plenty of wine. For the first time in my life, I will be out of my element, alone, where no one knows me... but me. And frankly, I'm not sure how well I know myself.

I am considering bringing along Veronica (b.k.a. Ronni K. - my alter ego) - she tends to be a bit more daring, selfish, and well... there is a reason she is my alter ago.

Being better has never been so hard.

{kris} |

Wednesday's Wandering @ 30,000 Feet

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 at 7:14PM

Should my heart follow closely... Behind the inner workings of my mind, Can they walk the path together... Or will my heart be left behind? Should my heart be the jury... And my mind hold the gavel, Can they both agree on the verdict.... Or will my mind begin to unravel? Should I thrive on seizing the moment... And attempt to never waste any time, Can I live a realistic life... Or could it be, I'm being blind? Should I believe in happily ever after... And that fairy tales are real, Should I burst my own bubble... Or continue to cultivate what I feel? Should I dream about saving the world... And that very purpose is in my heart, How do I get the world's attention... Where in the world should I start? Should my soul be connected to a man... And my love never ceases to grow, Can I control my emotions... In an attempt to take it slow? Should I consider myself a woman of faith... And I have conversations with a higher power, Does my anxiety negate my trust... Even if I have peace by the 11th hour? Should I accept my questions as mere thoughts... And not search for a probable solution, Can I live with not knowing... Or am I stalling my own evolution?

{kris} |